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teenage dilemma / 3/15/2012 @ 3/15/2012
The MHS Junior Social is on the same day as my Middle School Musical FINAL PERFORMANCE. Just fucking great.
I've been looking forward this year for this social, just to find out that I can't go to it? And I want to go to THIS year's one because hot train boy, who is a year above me, will be there, and so will all the other hot white mhs boys who are in year 10. Fucking hell.
IT WAS AN EASY CHANCE TO FINALLY TALK TO HOT TRAIN BOY AND OTHER CUTE GUYS, BUT I'M NO LONGER GOING ANY MORE. GHLSBGJHBKGBFJHDGKJGFKBGHJFKDBHj
NOOOOOOOOoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
The MHS Junior Social is on the same day as my Middle School Musical FINAL PERFORMANCE. Just fucking great.
I've been looking forward this year for this social, just to find out that I can't go to it? And I want to go to THIS year's one because hot train boy, who is a year above me, will be there, and so will all the other hot white mhs boys who are in year 10. Fucking hell.
IT WAS AN EASY CHANCE TO FINALLY TALK TO HOT TRAIN BOY AND OTHER CUTE GUYS, BUT I'M NO LONGER GOING ANY MORE. GHLSBGJHBKGBFJHDGKJGFKBGHJFKDBHj
NOOOOOOOOoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
Labels: FUCK MY LIFE, hot train boy, Middle School Muscial
Yeap #4 / 2/29/2012 @ 2/29/2012
Well I am in da kitchen wif mother cooking some nice fish for dinner, and yes I am breaking the restraining order I have put up for myself. BUT I'VE GOT TUTOR IN 20 MINUTES AND I WON'T BE DOING ANYTHING ELSE INTERESTING.
So likeeeeeeeEEEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeee.
After school, I caught the late train to flinders because I didn't have rowing and no matter how close the train was to me, I was NOT going to run for the early one. No one wanted to go further down the platform with me (so it would be faster for me to walk out to flinders, if ya know what I mean????), instead they wanted to go up the platform because they were meeting/meating some De La who were expected to get on the same carriage. Whatevzzzzz, so I sat with the year 10s for a bit who were a little further down but later I decided to move even FURTHER down to see if I can get a glimpse of hot train boy if he came on this train. And guess what? I DIDDDDD. I WAS WALKING THROUGH HEAPPPPSSSS OF MHS BOIZ AND EVENTUALLY HAD TO PASS HOT TRAIN BOY. yes yes. score. And he looked at moi like "hey i know u" but I stayed subtle and walked down to the last carriage. There I stood with a whole other lot of mhs boyz, and called up Jess just for the shitz n giggles. Anyway, I got down to my platform. And Em (loreto gal) and Jess was stalking this extremely beautiful white mhs guy, unfortunately he did not get on our train. He was very attractive indeed and I will ask Michael who he is next time I see him, just to help out my little cuzzy! So like, I still had my eyes on hot train boy and shit. Nothing too interesting happened, just a couple glances here and there. He was only standing with one other boy who got off a couple stops later, and he is just so adorable when he sits alone!!!!!!!!! ghjfkbshgbfjkbsgjhfsd I'm going to bring my guitar on Friday just for the gags and see what happens. I'm not starting till semester or even next year WHICH SUCKS SHIT, so like, I'm scared me and him won't be able to discuss the guitar without me sounding like a try hard noob or something (me already). BUT YER, IDK IDK. I'm hoping mk will get me closer to him tmoz without looking like a stalker. I tried sitter near him today without making it really obvious, but it really was. WHATEVER. STILL IN.
Well I am in da kitchen wif mother cooking some nice fish for dinner, and yes I am breaking the restraining order I have put up for myself. BUT I'VE GOT TUTOR IN 20 MINUTES AND I WON'T BE DOING ANYTHING ELSE INTERESTING.
So likeeeeeeeEEEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeee.
After school, I caught the late train to flinders because I didn't have rowing and no matter how close the train was to me, I was NOT going to run for the early one. No one wanted to go further down the platform with me (so it would be faster for me to walk out to flinders, if ya know what I mean????), instead they wanted to go up the platform because they were meeting/meating some De La who were expected to get on the same carriage. Whatevzzzzz, so I sat with the year 10s for a bit who were a little further down but later I decided to move even FURTHER down to see if I can get a glimpse of hot train boy if he came on this train. And guess what? I DIDDDDD. I WAS WALKING THROUGH HEAPPPPSSSS OF MHS BOIZ AND EVENTUALLY HAD TO PASS HOT TRAIN BOY. yes yes. score. And he looked at moi like "hey i know u" but I stayed subtle and walked down to the last carriage. There I stood with a whole other lot of mhs boyz, and called up Jess just for the shitz n giggles. Anyway, I got down to my platform. And Em (loreto gal) and Jess was stalking this extremely beautiful white mhs guy, unfortunately he did not get on our train. He was very attractive indeed and I will ask Michael who he is next time I see him, just to help out my little cuzzy! So like, I still had my eyes on hot train boy and shit. Nothing too interesting happened, just a couple glances here and there. He was only standing with one other boy who got off a couple stops later, and he is just so adorable when he sits alone!!!!!!!!! ghjfkbshgbfjkbsgjhfsd I'm going to bring my guitar on Friday just for the gags and see what happens. I'm not starting till semester or even next year WHICH SUCKS SHIT, so like, I'm scared me and him won't be able to discuss the guitar without me sounding like a try hard noob or something (me already). BUT YER, IDK IDK. I'm hoping mk will get me closer to him tmoz without looking like a stalker. I tried sitter near him today without making it really obvious, but it really was. WHATEVER. STILL IN.
Labels: hot train boy, yeap
Yeap #3 / 2/22/2012 @ 2/22/2012
Today was good, u know why? Listen closely my children.
So it's Wednesday and shit, no sports, but got tutor after school (which is alright cos I luv it). I caught the train afters school, along with other year 10s who also took the Epping on Wednesdays. I was planning to take the early train from flinders to NR (North Richmond) but the frankston train TO flinders was delayed so we all had to catch the usual 3:55. I didn't expect hot train boy to come, but I had my hopes. I was standing still and looking at the escalators for ages, hoping that he would come down dem. My cousin Jess kept telling me that he wasn't going to come, but I crossed my fingers and repeated to myself "plz come *insert hot train boy's name here*, plz plz plz". The hurstbridge train went by and I didn't see him come on so I was assuming he might not be here today because last week he took that one. But it could also mean that he missed it and might have to take MY train, and he is yet to come down soon. AND HE DID. IN HIS SPORTS UNIFORM AS I PREDICTED. Sarah (my macrob prend) also came yay, so I had someone to talk to besides the loreto year 10s.
Anyway, I literally started hyperventilating HAHAHAHAHHA. OMG HE WAS SO CLOSE TO ME. I WAS BREATHING HIS AIR. I WAS IN HIS PRESENCE!!!!!! While we were walking into the Epping train, HE WAS RIGHHHHHHHT BEHIND ME. Omfgfgfgfgfgfgfgfgfg. And as soon as I got on he and his friends were practically standing right next to where I stood. I couldn't control myself seriously HE IS JUST SOOOOOOOOOOO GBJHSBGJHSKDBGFHDSBGKRJBGjhw. So anyway, I got this text from an a random number AND IT WAS BEAUTIFUL UYEN who was in the carriage next door and as I walking walking down to the carriage and through the doors, I was stumbling all over the place WHICH WAS SOOOO EMBARRASSING BECAUSE HOT TRAIN BOY WAS PROBS LOOKING AT ME THINKING "lol wtf is she actually have mental retardation or some shit", but my bag was so heavy and there was so little space to walk SO I SORTA HAD AN EXCUSE. When I got to Uyen (omg Uyen if u reading this glob, YOU ARE SO GORGEOUS) we were talking about him and she told me to talk to him but I was too scared to n shizzzzzz. But I went back to the other carriage to get back in with the hot train boy and I received a text fro Uyen saying "He got SRC! Congratulate him xxx" AND I WAS ALL LIKE OMGGGGGGG YOU SXC POPULAR BASTARD. Of course I wanted to but I didn't.
He slipped on this black Manchester United t-shirt (oh baby, I like soccer too) and unf.
So yeah just continued talking to my loreto bebs and Sarah while darting my eyes back and forth to look at hawt train boy, and he looked at me quite a few times. But everyone knows that's just because I was looking at him in the first place. DID WE HAVE A CONNECTION??????? DID HE STARE INTO MY SOUL AND LIKE IT???????????? I hope so. Fuck darnit, I would normally see him after school on Thursday, but I've got a meeting after school about the Italy trip SO I CAN'T. Fridays I've got rowing.
Baby Jesus, I thought hot train boy was what kept me sane, BUT CLEARLY NOT.
Today was good, u know why? Listen closely my children.
So it's Wednesday and shit, no sports, but got tutor after school (which is alright cos I luv it). I caught the train afters school, along with other year 10s who also took the Epping on Wednesdays. I was planning to take the early train from flinders to NR (North Richmond) but the frankston train TO flinders was delayed so we all had to catch the usual 3:55. I didn't expect hot train boy to come, but I had my hopes. I was standing still and looking at the escalators for ages, hoping that he would come down dem. My cousin Jess kept telling me that he wasn't going to come, but I crossed my fingers and repeated to myself "plz come *insert hot train boy's name here*, plz plz plz". The hurstbridge train went by and I didn't see him come on so I was assuming he might not be here today because last week he took that one. But it could also mean that he missed it and might have to take MY train, and he is yet to come down soon. AND HE DID. IN HIS SPORTS UNIFORM AS I PREDICTED. Sarah (my macrob prend) also came yay, so I had someone to talk to besides the loreto year 10s.
Anyway, I literally started hyperventilating HAHAHAHAHHA. OMG HE WAS SO CLOSE TO ME. I WAS BREATHING HIS AIR. I WAS IN HIS PRESENCE!!!!!! While we were walking into the Epping train, HE WAS RIGHHHHHHHT BEHIND ME. Omfgfgfgfgfgfgfgfgfg. And as soon as I got on he and his friends were practically standing right next to where I stood. I couldn't control myself seriously HE IS JUST SOOOOOOOOOOO GBJHSBGJHSKDBGFHDSBGKRJBGjhw. So anyway, I got this text from an a random number AND IT WAS BEAUTIFUL UYEN who was in the carriage next door and as I walking walking down to the carriage and through the doors, I was stumbling all over the place WHICH WAS SOOOO EMBARRASSING BECAUSE HOT TRAIN BOY WAS PROBS LOOKING AT ME THINKING "lol wtf is she actually have mental retardation or some shit", but my bag was so heavy and there was so little space to walk SO I SORTA HAD AN EXCUSE. When I got to Uyen (omg Uyen if u reading this glob, YOU ARE SO GORGEOUS) we were talking about him and she told me to talk to him but I was too scared to n shizzzzzz. But I went back to the other carriage to get back in with the hot train boy and I received a text fro Uyen saying "He got SRC! Congratulate him xxx" AND I WAS ALL LIKE OMGGGGGGG YOU SXC POPULAR BASTARD. Of course I wanted to but I didn't.
He slipped on this black Manchester United t-shirt (oh baby, I like soccer too) and unf.
So yeah just continued talking to my loreto bebs and Sarah while darting my eyes back and forth to look at hawt train boy, and he looked at me quite a few times. But everyone knows that's just because I was looking at him in the first place. DID WE HAVE A CONNECTION??????? DID HE STARE INTO MY SOUL AND LIKE IT???????????? I hope so. Fuck darnit, I would normally see him after school on Thursday, but I've got a meeting after school about the Italy trip SO I CAN'T. Fridays I've got rowing.
Baby Jesus, I thought hot train boy was what kept me sane, BUT CLEARLY NOT.
Labels: hot train boy, yeap
do you guys want to know what i actually think / 2/19/2012 @ 2/19/2012
every time I get a friend request,
I hope that it's from hot train boy
because my life would be so much easier if he were to add/talk to me first.
WHATEVER.
I'M GONNA GET THERE THE HARD WAY.
every time I get a friend request,
I hope that it's from hot train boy
because my life would be so much easier if he were to add/talk to me first.
WHATEVER.
I'M GONNA GET THERE THE HARD WAY.
Labels: hot train boy
Yeap #2 / 2/16/2012 @ 2/16/2012
It's fate n destiny that the 8:01 train to Moorabin in the morning got cancelled, if not, I would not have seen hot train boy (for a second lol). So when the loreto girls and I had to switch platforms, there was also a large crowd of MHS boys and as you know, with my shifty seedy asian eyes, I spotted hot train boy coming down the escalators. But I totally lost him once he got on the train. Before that, I tried pointing him out to my friends but they couldn't see and it was kind of obvious because I kept looking at him and I didn't do a very good job with the subtle points. AH WELL. NO SHAME.
Afters school, I saw him again, but not much because I was talking to m'darlin babe mk <33333 we talked a lot about boiz, boiz, work, school, boiz, life, and boiz. And a Skevs senior boy was sitting behind me, he was one of the lead roles in The 25th Annual Putnam County Spelling Bee theatre production!!!!! I watched it and it was bloody amazing, and I was going to show my appreciation of his talents but I didn't. NEXT TIME, NEXT TIME.
But yeaz, Uyenbabes has shared some extra details about hawt train boy hehehehehhe. Wow, I know way too much about him now, yet he doesn't even know my name. I am the biggest freak living right now.
It's fate n destiny that the 8:01 train to Moorabin in the morning got cancelled, if not, I would not have seen hot train boy (for a second lol). So when the loreto girls and I had to switch platforms, there was also a large crowd of MHS boys and as you know, with my shifty seedy asian eyes, I spotted hot train boy coming down the escalators. But I totally lost him once he got on the train. Before that, I tried pointing him out to my friends but they couldn't see and it was kind of obvious because I kept looking at him and I didn't do a very good job with the subtle points. AH WELL. NO SHAME.
Afters school, I saw him again, but not much because I was talking to m'darlin babe mk <33333 we talked a lot about boiz, boiz, work, school, boiz, life, and boiz. And a Skevs senior boy was sitting behind me, he was one of the lead roles in The 25th Annual Putnam County Spelling Bee theatre production!!!!! I watched it and it was bloody amazing, and I was going to show my appreciation of his talents but I didn't. NEXT TIME, NEXT TIME.
But yeaz, Uyenbabes has shared some extra details about hawt train boy hehehehehhe. Wow, I know way too much about him now, yet he doesn't even know my name. I am the biggest freak living right now.
Labels: hot train boy, mhs, yeap
Yeap #1 / 2/09/2012 @ 2/09/2012
From this post forward, I am calling my train adventures Yeap, and I will be describing my progress in the stalk plan I have concocted to lure hot train boi to me. You know that I woulf probably kill myself if he find out about this? Oh well.
So referring to yesterday, I was in a little conflict with the mother in the morning. She wanted to take me home, but I wanted to take the train (you know why). Eventually I was allowed, but it was only till after school when I noticed that MHS and Macrob finished early, so my train ride was going to be lonely. My cousin took the early Epping train with her friends too. But out of da blue~~~ comes Michael, and behind him a couple steps down was hot train boy. Yeap, out of every single person I saw yesterday, it was him and Michael. The sad thing was, hot train boy hopped on the Hurstbridge instead of the Epping!!!!! And I had to take the train home with just Michael. Darn it.
Today was a little better. I had my khuz with me, I saw all the people I wanted, but I wasn't prepared with the equipment LOLOLOLOL. I think I sort of need to easeeeee into this plan, not to just pounce on it! Plus, I had to stay subtle, which was so difficult HA. Jess had to remind me so many times to "stay calmmmmmmmmmmmmm" but yer omg. Hot train boy was carrying his guitar. IF I BROUGHT MY GUITAR TODAY, I BET SPARKS WOULD APPEAR. But I didn't. Though I can take note that he brings his guitar home on Thursdays!!!! Anyway, I saw Mk and god she is lovely HAHAHAHA she told me that hot train boy thought she was weird. WHAT IF HE THINKS I AM WEIRD TOOOOOOOOOO???? But yer, whatever, he doesn't know me yet. AND I AM NOT WEIRD. So like I was sitting on the same carriage as hot train boy, but I wasn't with him. Jess, Sarah, and this other girl (crap I forgot her name... but she's a really nice Macrobber) were standing in front of the door area, and hot train boy and other MHS boys were sitting near the other door that was a few seats further down. He totally made several glances at moi, but that's because I kept staring at him.
xoxo mel in the house
From this post forward, I am calling my train adventures Yeap, and I will be describing my progress in the stalk plan I have concocted to lure hot train boi to me. You know that I woulf probably kill myself if he find out about this? Oh well.
So referring to yesterday, I was in a little conflict with the mother in the morning. She wanted to take me home, but I wanted to take the train (you know why). Eventually I was allowed, but it was only till after school when I noticed that MHS and Macrob finished early, so my train ride was going to be lonely. My cousin took the early Epping train with her friends too. But out of da blue~~~ comes Michael, and behind him a couple steps down was hot train boy. Yeap, out of every single person I saw yesterday, it was him and Michael. The sad thing was, hot train boy hopped on the Hurstbridge instead of the Epping!!!!! And I had to take the train home with just Michael. Darn it.
Today was a little better. I had my khuz with me, I saw all the people I wanted, but I wasn't prepared with the equipment LOLOLOLOL. I think I sort of need to easeeeee into this plan, not to just pounce on it! Plus, I had to stay subtle, which was so difficult HA. Jess had to remind me so many times to "stay calmmmmmmmmmmmmm" but yer omg. Hot train boy was carrying his guitar. IF I BROUGHT MY GUITAR TODAY, I BET SPARKS WOULD APPEAR. But I didn't. Though I can take note that he brings his guitar home on Thursdays!!!! Anyway, I saw Mk and god she is lovely HAHAHAHA she told me that hot train boy thought she was weird. WHAT IF HE THINKS I AM WEIRD TOOOOOOOOOO???? But yer, whatever, he doesn't know me yet. AND I AM NOT WEIRD. So like I was sitting on the same carriage as hot train boy, but I wasn't with him. Jess, Sarah, and this other girl (crap I forgot her name... but she's a really nice Macrobber) were standing in front of the door area, and hot train boy and other MHS boys were sitting near the other door that was a few seats further down. He totally made several glances at moi, but that's because I kept staring at him.
xoxo mel in the house
Labels: hot train boy, mhs
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